one life only!

Its not that i realise only now..but yeah..i havent been quite the one to acknowledge it either..

but yes...my actions spoke all they had to..i never really had to say it..

say that..as cliched as it may sound..but i'm different..

say that i dun yearn for the same things that others my age usually yearn for..

say dat i a corporate biggie job is not for me! 

i'm a gypsy kinda person...yes..but not unprofessional..i did law..but not to work in a high profile law firm or a corporate giant doing work that i hate but earning the big bucks anyway and faking a smile everyday to work..i did law wid a vision...the vision was two fold..

my parents being from the media industry adn yet me having nearly no exposure to it, probably made me all the more inquisitive and interested in the field..my first vision was to make a name in the media, lifestyle adn fashion industry..y..cuz it intrigued me..and not in a small or any cornered way..btu explore everyaspect..thru the eyes of a business..law wud make be all teh more better equipped to tackle all my fears adn troubles and understand my loopholes better!

my second vision was to do sumtin more meaning ful adn at the same time not have to worry bout how to create the means for it!an ngo..to help legal needs of those who needed my help..

i have a belief..i have just this one life and so many thigns to do in it..apart from my own..i have my parents individual dreams also to live..its no burden for me..just sumtin i want to do and make it happen..

but the one thing i understand is..that the rebellious way out i'm thinking is probably the only solution to this fiasco..its not bout me being selfish..but bout that one life to live and no one else to blame but me!

many might say that the timing cudnt b worse..i have nutin wid me..but i actually c it an opportunity..there's n oway but up from where i am..i have nutin to lose! (literally!) if i had sumtin i'd worry..but i dun!

unfortunately opportunity doesnt knowck at ur door every now and then..and moreso particularly u shudnt take chances wen u have ahistory of mishaps in life!

i think my timing actually cudnt get any better..i just hope..this time..god's on my side!

i really do!